forever starts t o n i g h t

nice colours

2008-01-08T21:00:33Z

nice colours
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mmmadelaine @ 2007-08-26T18:26:00

2007-08-26T22:28:18Z

everyone is gone. or leaving. i don't like it at all.

i don't feel good at all. i'm going to go to sleep so i don't have to think about anything else.

mmmadelaine @ 2007-08-03T23:27:00

2007-08-04T03:31:28Z

# of bug bites on my legs: 18+
# of places i'd rather be: 3
# of people i'd like to see: 6
# of hours till i flee america: 82

mmmadelaine @ 2007-08-01T14:38:00

2007-08-01T18:38:52Z

star wars muffin!

mmmadelaine @ 2007-07-31T14:01:00

2007-07-31T18:01:44Z

radish invasion!
what are you doing this week? let's chill.

history books forgot about us

2007-07-29T02:52:00Z

i had an amazingly entertaining night at dennis's's's's's. and by the way, i love being in flemington. always. anyone who wants to buy an appartment for one, and share it with six so we can pay rent, i'm so there. as long as i know you. duh!
i'm off the hook more or less from baby sitting kyle because the irishs/radishes are coming, just a few of the girls. i dont know how many, but i play to be away from them as often as possible.
and by the way i don't draw half as often as i'd like. i'm going to change that though. i just sketch random things now. its really nice. i've got a little sketch book that fits just nicely in my hands and a pencil that seems to know its way around. drawing is so...ah.

got my schedule too by the way. here goes:

	Quarter One	Quarter Two	Quarter Three	Quarter Four
Block One	Radio Broadcast	Radio Broadcast	Digital Photography	British Literature
Block Two	Health 12 and Outdoor Team Sports	Media Literacy	First Aid CPR	Advanced Drawing and Printmaking
Block Three	Portfolio Prep	Portfolio Prep	Modern Drama	World Geography
Block Four	Classical World	Classical World	CP Physics	CP Physics

p.s.- what's that site that tells you who's in your class and what not?

AFTER

2007-07-23T20:05:33Z

i have finished harry potter. i'm not sad, because there was nothing i would have changed about it. ever. summer seems so much easier now. living in this house seems (a little bit) easier to survive too. i don't know. i'm ready for school again, but i'm glad it's still a month away.

mmmadelaine @ 2007-07-09T22:35:00

2007-07-10T02:35:40Z

it would be nice if my mother could stop spying on me.

mmmadelaine @ 2007-07-05T22:12:00

2007-07-06T02:13:43Z

i wish i hadn't killed my conscience.

final epiphany

2007-06-24T17:11:59Z

right, so i know i've said this five hundred times in the past week, but this time i mean it for sure:
i'm done with boys.
i was just going to let what happens happen and go with the flow, and i did, and now i say, no more, please. like, i'm only one girl, i can only deal with so much.
friends are all i need right now. i'm 17 and life is only starting. if you think i'm cute, thats cool, so do all my friends, and they love me more than some blockhead trying to get in my pants.

so if you wanna be my lover, you gotta get with my friends.

mmmadelaine @ 2007-06-22T21:28:00

2007-06-23T01:29:07Z

i used to care.

mmmadelaine @ 2007-06-21T21:33:00

2007-06-22T01:34:17Z

i don't know where i went wrong;
but i think there's certainly something wrong

i like dancing. and singing

2007-06-14T20:22:09Z

hey hey you you i don't like your girlfriend
no way no way i think you need a new one
hey hey you you i want to be your girlfriendddd

hey hey you you i know that you like me!
no way no way you know it's not a secret
hey hey you you i want to be your girlfriendddd

please please please

2007-06-01T23:49:59Z

i need summer and a car and so much more,
but all i'm going to ask for is summer and a car.

i currently have...

2007-05-27T20:44:41Z

34 playlists to burn. but they are made up of beautiful songs, probibly about 80% of them i have never heard before, but i am SO excited to download them! now i'll have the mix for every occation, and when i give poeple mixes i wont be ashamed because this is going to be a great experience never to be forgotten and i have the worst grammar when it comes to speaking whats on my mind and saying what i need/want to say.

and my feet are black from black flipflops.

and i really like the new google gadgets.

mmmadelaine @ 2007-05-24T20:06:00

2007-05-25T00:06:31Z

he's what i need, but i'm not what he wants.

mmmadelaine @ 2007-05-10T22:16:00

2007-05-11T02:17:17Z

so, i got hit by a car today, what did you do?

mmmadelaine @ 2007-05-03T22:52:00

2007-05-04T02:53:19Z

things seem harder, but maybe that's just because i'm doing them right.

mmmadelaine @ 2007-04-24T20:31:00

2007-04-25T00:32:04Z

things are different
99 %

mmmadelaine @ 2007-04-20T20:11:00

2007-04-21T00:12:32Z

just bend the pieces till they fit
like they were meant for it
but they weren't meant for this.
no.
they weren't ment for this.

rain day

2007-04-16T18:31:26Z

no school today. i haven't done anything but there is a lot that needs to be done.

Things To Do:
put on socks and or slippers
study for chemistry
finish algebra study guide
find a game that mollie corey and i can play
find a buyable car

Things Today I've Done
Wake up
eat a turkey sandwich
write an email to my cousin
paint my nails

oi oi oi.

mmmadelaine @ 2007-04-09T14:21:00

2007-04-09T18:28:15Z

lately i've been on the brink of another panic attack. like yesturday in church i thought i was going to have to get up and go to the bathroom and break down. but today i feel a lot better. i had some tension tamer tea, and i dunno. i just feel restored. my roomie's home so i'll be heading back to see her in a little bit. she's with her other lover now though, so we'll meet when she gets back. i was going to wrap all the easter prezzies i got everyone, but i dont feel up to it. thats a lot of wrapping. so i just wrote all the easter cards to go with the gifts and everyone will get them tomorrow. i just hope i didnt forget anyone! i always do though. poo!
i dont believe i'm ready to take this chemistry quiz that i need to make up. it isnt going to be any fun whatsoever. gahh, i think i need to call work and tell them i cant work until 10 tomorrow. i dont know why they put me on the schedule to stay that late. a bit silly really.
a bit silly.

forever's going to start tonight

2007-04-06T16:34:40Z

And I need you now tonight

And I need you more than ever

And if you'll only hold me tight

We'll be holding on forever

And we'll only be making it right

Cause we'll never be wrong together

My Life is 63% Happy (this is complete bollux)

2007-04-02T20:38:03Z

[ ] You have a boyfriend/girlfriend
[ ] You think you are in love
[x] You have your own room
[x] You own a cell phone
[ ] You have an ipod/ mp3 player
[ ] Your parents are still married
[x] You have a best friend
[ ] There is a swimming pool in your backyard
T 0 T A L: 3

[x] You dress how you want to
[x] You hang out with friends more than once a week
[x] There is a computer/laptop in your room
[x] You have never been beaten up
[ ] You NEVER cry more than twice a month
[x] You are allowed to listen to the music you want to
[x] Your room is big enough for you
T 0 T A L: 6

[x] You have over 50 friends on myspace
[x] You have pictures on myspace
[x] Your parents let you have a myspace
[ ] Do you get allowance
[x] You collect something
[ ] You look foward to going to school
[ ] You dont wish you were someone else
[ ] You play a sport
[x] You do something after school
T 0 T A L: 5

[ ] You own a car
[x] You usually don't fight with your mom
[ ] You are happy with your appearance
[x] You have friends
T 0 T A L: 2

[ ] You know what is going on in the world
[x] You care about many people
[ ] You know more than one language
[x] You have a screen name
[x] You have a pet
[x] You know the words to more than 5 songs
[x] You don't have many enemies
[ ] You are a generally nice person
T O T A L: 5

TOTAL OVERALL: 21

Now count your numbers and multiply by 3
Then title this "MY LIFE IS _% HAPPY

mmmadelaine @ 2007-03-30T13:52:00

2007-03-30T17:54:19Z

lots of people are going away for spring break.

i really need to get away
i really need to change!
SOMETHING!
ANYTHING!
everything.